Melancholy

So, so, so ready for this week to be over... and its only Wednesday. I don't understand why, for someone who hates, and tries to avoid drama if at all possible... it seems to find me on a regular basis. I wish, in a lot of ways, that people would just grow up.

I have been feeling lately, like its time for a change. Things are constantly changing in my world anyway, but I have found that if I sit to long in one place (that is my analogy for living in one place for to long) then I start to get restless. I don't know if it is because I am not happy where I am, or what... but Im feeling that way now. I really don't know what to do because part of me wants to just pick up and go, and the rational part of me says, no... you need to stay and finish this year in school. Im sure I will end up staying here because, lets be honest here... I really have no way to pick up and leave at the moment, but the feeling is still plaguing me and I can't seem to shake it. I am sure I will figure things out, I usually do. Sometimes it takes me longer than others to do so... but at least I get it after a while.

Maybe I will find a reason that I am supposed to be here for a while longer... or maybe I just need to get a higher dosage of Prozac to get me through the next few months. Hmmmm... decisions, decisions.