Dazed and Confused!

I have suddenly been introduced to a very different way of life for Celeste. In the last week I have been thrown into a world where I am not at work 70 hours a week, in fact I am only scheduled for 24 and its all this weekend.
So what have I been doing with all this extra time you might ask? Well, going crazy pretty much will sum it all up, but for the sake of argument I will expand on my statement. I have rediscovered the art of sleeping in, which in turn throws off my entire day. I have for the last two months been participating in an eating program which requires me to eat every 2 1/2 to 3 hours to keep my metabolism boosted. Well, this whole waking up at almost lunch time really throws off your day.
My younger brother moved back home last week and I was really hoping to spend some quality bonding time with him and get both of us moving since he wants to lose weight because he has plans of getting married in the not so far off future and would like to look like a stud for that, and well, its always something I am trying to work on... but alas, he has spent pretty much every waking minute on his cell phone if not talking to his fiance but texting her... I understand the whole, new love mumbo jumbo... but come on. I try and talk to him even if it is for two seconds and he goes through withdrawls because its my voice and not hers. I won't lie, its quite irritating. So much for bonding with his big sister.
So then I find myself extremely depressed cause my little brother doesn't like me anymore and feeling confused cause I slept for half the day... so then I tend to sit on my butt and eat which doesn't help with my quest to be the skinny beautiful person I am inside my head.
I am actually quite excited to get back to work on Friday, but until then I guess I just need to get re focused on what I am doing.
I watched the finale of The Biggest Loser (a long time favorite show of mine)... Rebecca and Abby... and Shay... oh yeah and Danny (the kid, not the man) were my most favorite people on the whole show this season and just seeing them at the finale was a really good motivator to get my butt back in gear. Thanks guys, I defiantly needed it. Specially since I have hopes of being to my goal weight by April... Eeek! I can do it!... I hope!